Music:brand new - okay i believe you, but my tommy gun don't
I hung out with Katie yesterday. She said I seemed happier. I've been thinking about that ever since it passed her lips. Am I really happy or happier? What is "happy" anyway, where was I when this definition was passed? I guess you can say I'm "happier" but for all of the wrong reasons. That really bothers me. Wholeheartedly. I hung out with Bethany tonight. We went to McDonald's and it was fun. She intimidates me though. I don't even know why; I mean I guess I have some ideas why, but they don't really make sense or just don't make sense in my head. I don't know. Estoy lame. In other news, I'm almost done with school and I was hit in the neck with a hockey ball and it looks like I have a huge hickey which couldn't be farther from the truth. Yeah, my life's pretty boring but that's one thing that hasn't changed.
I am heaven sent. Don't you dare forget. I am all you've ever wanted. What all the other boys all promised. Sorry I told. I just needed you to know.
I wonder what I have to do to get you to notice me? I also wonder who "you" could possibly be.